27 January 2014
Letter to all:
Well this week was good
and sad at the same time.
Good because Elder
Soarez (of the Presidency of the 70) came to visit the 2 missions in Nicaragua.
He was acting under the apostolic keys of Elder Cook. It was great,
I learned a lot. He spoke about how we need to represent the Lord well. As missionaries we are not here just to be
good missionaries but to represent Christ well, to do and say exactly what he
would do. He also pronounced an apostolic blessing upon us. I
really learned a ton but I don´t have the words to written down what I learned.
The 2 mission presidents spoke as well with their wives and Elder Ocha
and his wife. Now it´s time to apply what the spirit put in my heart.
In district meeting this
week, 2 sisters spoke about diligence, that it´s not necessarily doing things
more frequently but doing things better than before. Then if we completely
fail, we will get up and do it even better the next time. God doesn´t
really care about the things we have done, but what we are going to do right
now and forward. He watches our every step and he knows how much
diligence we put forth. This message was very helpful for what happened
Saturday night.
Saturday night we went
to visit Carlos and Jackalin, they told us that they had decided not to get
baptized. We talked with them for a while, he wanted to do it, she
didn´t. We invited her to pray on her knees and to ask God if she needed
to get baptized tomorrow. When she asked the spirit was strong. She
even told us, I feel peace, and I felt a power as she prayed. But seconds
after she had said that she said but....It´s just not time yet. Then they
said they are thinking of going to her parents’ church. It was one of the
saddest moments of my mission. It anguished my very soul to hear these
things and so see them reject a clear answer from the Lord.
We´ll keep working with
them to see if we can save them from this and get them baptized later on.
Sadly that just how it
is sometimes, God cannot rob us of our agency, no matter how hard someone prays
for another person. But we can have hope that later on they will realized
their need to come back unto God. I know I have learned and I am learning
from this experience, it´s saddening though.
Cristian came to church,
she is doing very well, and she told us that every time we come to visit her
she feels at peace. She told us that that´s the second sign that
God has given her. She wants to get baptized, the only problem is that we
need to get them married.
This week, Elder Amado
will be visiting the mission. I hope this week will be a great one!
Every week is good and every week I learn. We just got to keep at
it, and be diligent!
Take care!
Elder Willden